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Fly me to the SKY

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As what the title has tell a lil story of my post today. I love FLYING, every time I get to fly, I felt pretty excited. I love travelling since years ago. And since years ago, I've a dream. I wanted to travel around the world, I wanted to be a FA (flight attendant/air stewardess/cabin crew).

But guess what, i could never achieve this dream. There's no airlines would take me because of my serious underweight issue. That's the reason I never try to go for it. I've did lots of research about being a FA, and also i did research a lot of how the interviews goes. I read through blogs how's the interviews goes, the FA's daily job and stuff, i asked, and I liked EduFly FB's page (An academy that provides training and directly secure the job). Gone through all the blogs, interviews is really the scariest part, training and working on board is scary too, but I still hope I stand a chance to try it out. *ok la, i got to admit because AA's uniform is too pretty to wear it on too, lols*

Days ago, I received a message from EduFly's staff, she came to me and told me that I have the potential to be a FA. after i told her my obstacle, my problem to be FA. She told me that my weight definitely is the obstacle for me to be FA, but i do have what they want for. Actually I really felt happy about this, I never know I do have the potential to be a FA, but still, my weight is my biggest obstacle. Maybe you guys will think that 'aiya, eat more la, ain't that difficult to gain weight too.' like drinking a cup of water could gain weight/fats. To be honest, it really a difficult for me to gain. I'm born in a skinny-gene-family. And so, i could never achieve this dream, because its really hard for me to gain even 1kg. (hmm, maybe i never put an effort on it. because i know it won't be happen) So I've lots of excuses to gain weight.

Instead of complaining, excuses, why not just try to gain some weight. I really hope i could gain some weight and fats one day. For myself. Maybe I shall start it right now, since she told me I have the potential? *grins* Hopefully I could gain some fats in 1/2 years? Because I'm just getting older, i don't wanna to be FA in older age :( that's really sad. *like I definitely get to work as FA one day*


GOD PLEASE BLESS ME


p/s: definitely not because of 'Triumph in the Sky' that makes me wanted to be a FA.

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我听,我看,我羡慕。

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我...我不懂应该从那里开始说起。我承认有时候 烦恼与压力都是自找的 很活该。最近不停的在想这个问题 想了又想 可是我还是找不到答案 4年了 反反复复的 到现在 还是这样的问题。我很累 心也很累。“知足常乐” 我明白这句简单的话,但是却一点也做不到。有的时候看见朋友都很有上进心的在计划自己的未来 而我呢?我什么也做不了 只会埋怨这 埋怨那。我知道明白了解这一切都是自己一个人的问题。很累 我总是看不见我的未来的路会是怎样。有时候 很想要有人可以分享我这一切 可是又如何?曾告诉过身边的很多朋友们 其实到最后也只有自己帮到自己。很自卑 很颓废。本来说好了 只想做到这个月罢了 可是种种的原因让我往后退了一步 然后 种种的问题又开始出现在脑海里。每一个人都有自己的梦想 我的梦想呢?还在梦里?我从来看不见我的梦想。我真的很羡慕那些有梦想 对自己的生活很有斗志 上进心的人。因为在我身上却找不到这一些。我承认自己真的很懒。唉。我真的不明白 不知道 也不晓得。我...觉得我活的没意义 没意思。很好奇 不懂这个世界上有多少个人会是跟我一样呢?我想...每一个人都会有自己的梦想吧?我真的很想知道 我到底要的是什么?我到底喜欢的是什么?我从来没想过我的人生会是那么迷茫的度过 有时候我真想从来没来过这里。

Here come MARCH

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time flies, and here come to March already. Too much thing happened, uhm, it shouldn't be too much thing, it should be too much event that so happening on December - February.

December;
the very first thing that very happy in this month was my braces is finally off! I've put on the braces for one year and putting on braces is really disaster for me, i couldn't have any nice picture after all.


the picture of me with braces and the right hand side is the first picture after i got my braces off! imma happy girl! Then, second thing that happened on December is I've started my first career. hmm, talking about working life is really bored and pointless to talk about because there's nothing fun with it. Next was prepare for my boy's birthday, fyi, it's the very first time i celebrate my bf's birthday. So... I brought him to Marini's on 57 to have dinner.


fyi, Marini's on 57 have very good environment, but for the foods over there, it just average. oh not to forget my birthday too! we both are december baby, hehehe. Talking about my birthday, it really such a mess, i'm not good in planning, but thanks god the birthday party went smoothly and thanks for all the helps from family, love and friends.


thanks to the boyf ordered such awesome and pretty cake for me as my birthday cake, i really love the cake so much. also, not to forget the celebration on the exact date of my birthday. At the morning, he lie to me that he gonna have lunch with me, but he actually surprise me by cooking spaghetti for me by himself! he brought me 'tang yuen' as well. i feel so loved and its really delicious! And at the night, he brought me to sky bar to end my 21st birthday.






Love you, xoxo


January 2013;
its NEW YEAR! and i'm going to Australia in this month. also, me and boyf's FIRST ANNIVERSARY.
before we head to airport at the evening, we head to mall and bought the anniversary's pressie. Its couple watch from SOLVIL TITUS. 


talk about Australia, there's nothing to do with. uhm, a lil bored for me. so i wouldn't go there again but any event or something important is exceptional. CNY haven reach yet but we gambling every night in Melbourne. sleep early every night in Adelaide. lol, in fact, we just stay in Adelaide for 3 days, Melbourne for 3 day, another 2 days was journey from Adelaide to Melbourne. everything in Australia is so expensive. so nothing much could get over there, because when you think of 3 times money of RM den you wouldn't want to spend. haha


the sky is still bright when its already 830pm, so not used to it.

okay, just forgotten the purpose of us to Australia. Its actually to attend my cousin sister's wedding in Adelaide. Daddy's birthday is the next day of the wedding, they bought cake for daddy and celebrate it after the wedding and dinner.

everyone dress up formally on this day.



traditional in their country?? lol


candy's buffet! this just couldnt resist! and all the candy is pack in the adorable little bag.



*spot the bride and the groom of the day behind there*

its our last day stay in Adelaide. Then, we proceed to Melbourne. really tiring to sit inside the car, all the way to Melbourne. but, there's nice view nearby where we stay. 


blue lake @ Mount Gambler. the lake its really this blue, no edit.
its really cold and windy in Mount Gambler, no kidding, summer right...


okay, no idea what happen to this fellow. outside of the place that we had dinner.



12 apostles.

there's nothing much to talk about when we in Melbourne, because its hot in there, so we just went to shopping mall. and the last day we in Melbourne, lets meet the cutie pie, Micheal. I really love him so much, mix somemore! he even know how to delete picture that he dont like.


hello Melbourne! love the buildings and the sky.


hello Micheal, we love you :)


okay, after that, we went to casino. its my first time gamble in casino! i got luck, lol, when i saw i won, i quickly stop playing.

Besides, i got myself an iphone5, imma happy girl :D




February;
everyone love February, because angpao is coming~~ hehehe. and coincident that Valentines is fall on the date of CNY. its the second year of the Valentine's celebration with boyf. and i thought he wouldn't get me pressie as we already bought the watch, but he did. i feel guilty for getting him a bear... 


its bracelet from Thomas Sabo, love it. Bad luck did happened, i got sick twice in this month too. lol, really no idea why.

and here come March, 1st of March;
boyf left today and went to SG to work. i feel so alone. i miss you already :(


迷茫

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莫名的 我再次觉得很迷茫。

开始了工作的生活 说真的 一点也不喜欢。
设计 不是我的兴趣;
设计 不是我喜欢的;
设计 是我这辈子最讨厌的。

很奇怪,
打从一开始就很想放弃,
可是我莫名的熬了3年在大学的日子,
可是我莫名的又在这行业发展了。

现在 可以很确定 我不适合设计。
然后 我又开始迷茫了 我到底喜欢的是什么?
从中学毕业开始 就一直在问自己到底喜欢的是什么,
可是一直都找不到答案。

要从新开始 未免有些浪费 有些迟,
那 我是不是应该继续?
继续我做一点也不喜欢做的东西?
我永远都找不到答案。


有时候我真不明白 为什么我会来到这世界。

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