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不成熟

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對不起 我不知道我是那麼的懦弱 我一點都不灑脫 一點都不瀟灑。到底是什麼把我和之前的性格通通都反過來了?
我痛恨自己這個樣子 總是胡思亂想 總是為了小事流淚 我厭倦這樣的我。其實我都知道總有一天你會對這樣的我覺得很厭倦 很不耐煩。或者 其实已经开始了...
說真的 我明白有誰會想要在工作的時候已經那麼累了 還要看著我一副天天在為小事 有的沒的而不開心的樣子?
以前的我呢?以前可以很開心的我呢?其實我很累 我很累每一天要面對這樣的自己。
對 當我看見你這樣說 我腦海出現的就是以前的我。感覺上我們可能會調換角色了 不好受 但是我知道不應該阻止 我不應該那麼自私。我沒有怪意。不開心 一定會有 但是我知道我需要時間去習慣這一切。或許這是我的懲罰?報應?
其實我都知道我再這樣繼續的情緒化會影響你 所以有時候不說出來是因為不想因為小事而煩你;不說出來是因為這是小事我應該自己解決。
但是情緒化開始越來越嚴重 很可怕。
明明自己有多不開心 還安慰別人說要開心。多諷刺。

原諒我那麼的不爭氣
原諒我那麼的不堅強
原諒我那麼的不成熟。




Phuket Trip

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After so long, finally here's the trip with the 38-po's'. It just a 3 days 2 nights trip to Phuket. The day before flight, slept for only 2.5 hours because our flight was 7.25 in the early morning, exhausted...

So we booked Baan Yin Dee Boutique Resort for our stays. Basically is for 2 persons' room, but it is definitely a spacious room for 2.




Lunch @ Thai Restaurant after checking in.
Went to visit Upside down house, cost 250 baht per person for the entrance.




Show time. Simon Cabaret and so called 'ah-gua shows'. It costs us 650 baht per person. The show not bad thou.

Day 2, going to island hoping day. Visited the famous island, Phi Phi island. Feeling excited when we are otw to there, but at the end what I saw is just.....
The crowds is insane! I don't see any beautiful scene but only peoples all around. So what we can do only selfie around...








They provide us fruits, biscuit and also soda, mineral drinks during the island hoping too. How caring...

After few hours of island hoping, back to the resort to swim with macam yes's picture.
Beer by the pool...
And day 2 ended like this...

We also went to para sailing at the last day of our trip after checking out.

Last meal in Phuket.

Even though there's nothing much fun in Phuket but with you girls, we created our own fun between us. Hopefully there's another trip with you girls in the future...


Till then.

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